Sunday, April 18, 2010


The worlds perception of beautiful or sexy is a size 0. I think that it is crazy that we consider size 8 as "plus size". In the society we live in, body image is the cause for many illnesses.

I am writing this because I am trying to motivate myself to lose weight. I have been, but laziness and school have gotten into the way. I am going to start blogging starting tomorrow to write about everything I'm doing to work out and what i'm eating.

I may make a new blog for this but motivation is something I need and would love! :)

this is short and sweet but i'm going to hit the hey soon. gnite!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Late to Bed...Early to Rise

For some reason, i've been getting to bed around 11:30, Midnight, 1am. but constantly waking up at like 9:30am. I really don't know why this is, but it is killing my energy levels! I promised my friend I'd read her paper so thats the only reason i'm up right now currently. I'll probably stay up to watch Miss Chelsea Handler at 11 then too...

ANYWAYS. Country music is beginning to be the music that explains life the best currently. I don't know if it's because i'm ready to be that "free soul" this summer, let loose with no worries or what but I'm liking it. I'm ready to be single and be okay with being single. I'll be 21 soon and all my friend will want to go out. I am not worrying about impressing anyone but myself.

I am working on losing weight currently for me. I want to feel better about my body. I want to be comfortable in the body I have, with or without clothes!!!

Anyways, this is short but I'm running out of things to blab on about tonight! My brain has shut off! :( haha Peace Love & Roll with the Punches!

Monday, April 12, 2010

Missing In Action.

and back again. MY BEST FRIEND IS HOME for the week that is! I'm so happy we got to hang out today for the first time in OVER a year!

Best friend is a term I only use to describe 3 people and it's not one I take lightly. I have been hurt before by people who claim to be friend and through thick and thin these people have been in my life. In my 20 years of life (almost 21 ;)) I have had so many friend, some of which i called my best friend. only one has been in my life since 5th grade, one since junior year in high school, and one since my 2nd semester of my freshmen year in college. all different stages in my life and I wouldn't change it for a thing.

growing up so far has been terrifying! I have finally chosen a major that i actually feel like i have the potential to be very good at. talking to one of my old hs friends, nick, really put life in perspective for me. I talked to him back in December/Januaryish and we reconnected since he moved. He is almost a role model for me! He moved on his own out to LA and is doing so well for himself. He is successful and probably the person who's grown up the most out of everyone I graduated with.

I am going to try to blog more to hopefully help myself grow up into a better person. feel free to leave comments. Peace and Love and remember to Roll with the Punches! <3